eMoyeni

Maikhona into ekuhlulayo
Maikhona into ekuhluphayo
Unga khathazegi mama
Unga khathazegi baba
Unga khathazegi mnatse

I'm scared to open up CZ I know
They gonna judge me
I kept it all inside me
Even though it's gonna break me
Going through a lot but in God
Man I trust
Living in my knees as I ask for the guidance
Told me that they love buh I suffer
In their presence
My heart torn apart as I see them RIp's
I pray that we heal from the things we scared talk about
They told me I'm a man
So I gotta act tough
Dis y we dying in numbers
I guess we ain't got emotions
CZ u when you talk they gon laugh
Instead I talked to the rope
Is it okay if I leave
CZ ain't nobody there
They keep label me
If I speak then I'm weak
I'm a joke as a man
U see how messed up we are
Men we gon be okay
It's only a matter of time
Umdali uyaphila ungasabi ukuthandaza
Themba Mina ntwana yam konke kuzolunga

Waking up with your heart heavy
Waking up feeling like you won't make it
Waking up feeling like you lost
Waking up fighting with your thoughts
I kw I know I know all about it
The pain you felt you don't wanna talk about it
Feeling worthless
Feeling breathless
This life that we are living in its a girl's 1st
I know the feeling man
Acting all tough
While you kw deep down
Shit is hitting real hard
Tell me why you wanna take your life nigger
Did you think about your mom and your pop's nigger
Take it from me you are not alone in this shit
You rather brake the bones and face all this shit
We lost a lot of dope niggers
From coke nigger
Think about it
I know we can cope nigger

There's some in my chest that broke my heart to pieces
Cz I've been going through a lot and I could barely sleep
I got memories that creep on me of melodies from mommies
Little symphonies she sang before you rest in peace
That shit broke me to pieces I couldn't believe it
Got a spear inside my heart feel like I'm bleeding
Lord I need your healing please give me a reason
Why I shouldn't take my life before this weekend
Besides the pain you are the stitch in my heart
Proof that I could live in peace with no more pieces apart
Although you left without sign, I know there's heaven in stars
Baby I know you was a fighter stretch my hand out to God
Daddies proud of you proud to be a father of an angel
Who keep look out my shoulder of her daddy let me fly witchu
Almost chose to die witchu
But you're the reason I'm still breathing alive for you
Always gon be me and you



Credits
Writer(s): Thapelo Moloi
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