Dreadful

I have seen so many things a child should never see...
Wars... Greed... Gluttony... Control...
Rape... Brainwashing...
Has human nature always been such?
Devastating their own planet
Corrupting each other's minds...
Manipulating...
Implementing mental disorders in our minds
Just because of their greed...
Feeding on our addictive nature...
Why do people exploit their free will like this?
Why... Why can I not find an answer to this?
But well... why should it even matter

You're faceless, disfigured
You want to play a God
Just watch that backfire
All your words were just a fucking fraud

You'll never come to terms
With what you have done to me
You could never come to terms
With all that you will ever be

Tortured! Surrender
You'll never live through this
I'll put your eyes in a blender
So that you could start seeing the amiss

You'll never fucking see
You could never realize
All the things you did could be
The end of all of us

Mommy, why is there such a fog outside...
Why are the people fighting? Do they hate each other?
Mommy where are you?
Why is the sun not shining anymore?
Why am I all alone? Why is everything so dark?
I'm scared mommy... Please, say something...
Why are you not talking... Someone is coming...
Mommy, please stand up... I'm scared

Was this what you wanted
You twisted fucking swine
All you did was torment
Everyone from your goddamn kind

You'll never admit it
You liked the taste of this
The power and fear
Drove you to the end of bliss

I only hope that you suffer
You're the one who made me like this
But I'll survive, and you won't
Bow down, my ass you can kiss

So what's it like
To know that
You're now not on top
Believe me
You'll wish you'd died along with a cherry on top

My
Life won't be yours to decide
Why
Did you make me like this
Why did you make me like this