Hollow

(Tomorrow could be less hollow)
I told her, "All of this, I can't handle"
Take me to the edge, I'll give you my hand still
Working through shit, emotional landfill
I'm sick of this uphill battle (battle)

Ink pitch black covers up a mistake
How can I tell you it's worth it when we're never okay?
So if I tell you I'm in pain, would you take it away?
Is it a lie if I tell you these shots are ones that are safe?

And every day starts with me feeling comatose (comatose)
And then I crave it again, and I let go (I let go)
I could fall down like I'm walking a tightrope
All dressed up, I'm just missing the blindfold

I told her, "All of this, I can't handle"
Take me to the edge, I'll give you my hand still
Working through shit, emotional landfill
I'm sick of this uphill battle
She said, "Why do you still act the same though?"
Searching for a cure at the bottom of the bottle'
I'd drown myself if it could kill your sorrow
If tomorrow could be less hollow

I know you love me, but you gotta let me know
'Cause I get crazy when I'm stuck here on my own
Turning inside out, don't wanna leave my house
It's getting hard, I wanna close my eyes and disappear
And all the things I've said, the shit I never meant
Sometimes I wonder why the fuck you wanna stay here
Time goes by quicker when I'm upset
Feels like forever, can't leave my head

'Cause I'd reach for something to change
I break down when it's dark, and it's late
But this ride don't stop with the breaks
I thought love was a mile, but it's a marathon race

I told her, "All of this, I can't handle"
Take me to the edge, I'll give you my hand still
Working through shit, emotional landfill
I'm sick of this uphill battle
She said, "Why do you still act the same though?"
Searching for a cure at the bottom of the bottle'
I'd drown myself if it could kill your sorrow
If tomorrow could be less hollow