Grief

I don't know what to do, myself
Do I leave it hanging on that shelf
Do I watch it just rot away
Take it all in every single day

Weary ghost walks along the halls
See her name plastered on the wall
She's moved to the afterlife but
I can't bare to lift the knife

I saw my future in vivid lights
You were there, I was there, oh so nice
Stand alone on the balcony
Watch the sun set on a brand new me

The day I learned there was no god
Was the day he promised me all I want
But only now, I can tell
Bring her back or I raise hell

I pray bring to life
Thunder strikes all night
Cable, my brain fries
Only as I cry
I pray bring to life
Thunder strikes all night

I don't think I can go alone
Without you it's a broken home
I swear to god, I made my bed for two
My future was us, it was me and you

At least for one more year
And then I get the fuck outta here
And I drive so far away
Outrun the sun for one long day

God damn, had a damn good run
Is that just me am I the only one?
Can't believe it was all half-assed
All along, you had other plans?

Is that really all there is to say?
It only takes one fucking day?
To blow a whole 5 years of care
I can't let it go, I can't let it go
I'm gonna scream every single prayer I know

Don't make no mistake
I am not okay
I thought you could change
My god you need to change

You've got some fucking problems
(That much is clear)
And I don't really wanna fucking solve 'em
(Don't disappear)
I am sick and tired of doin everything myself
(You tortured me)
You shun away from the chance to repent but
I need to open my eyes, I am finally free

I pray bring to life
Thunder strikes all night
Cable, my brain fries
Only as I cry
I pray bring to life
Thunder strikes all night

(i am finally free, i am finally free, i am finally free, so where does that leave me)



Credits
Writer(s): J. K.
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