Scorpio SZN

We recordin'?
Alright, let's get the sad one out the way

I only drink of days endin' in "Y"
Mostly 'cause my days endin' in "Why?"
Nah, I'm an understanding guy
But that still don't mean I can't be wonderin' why
These last months been a vibe you started trustin' the guy
Even tellin' me multiple times you wanted to run and just hide
You prolly cussin' inside, replayed it dozens of times
A ride or die, no frontin' not tryna nut and just slide
You ain't have to picture the truth
When we met, you knew I was a different dude
Only thing in my vision was you
Couldn't get a sentence out without mentionin' you
But it was fictional moves, I tried to grip it like glue
Hardest part was cryin' and see it ain't gettin' to you
What an egregious achievement
I'm sick like a bad leasin' agreement
It ain't like you leavin' for cheatin'
I need a reason, how did our seasons end up meetin'?
These scorpios are horrible, hardly give their heart to hold
And when their feelings start to grow, that is when they stop the show
Either way a rocky road, its seemingly impossible
Why I never got the rose, but I think I've gotten close
People sayin' I only see what I wanna see
If that's the case, you'd be standin' in front of me
Livin' comfortably, fillin' every want and need
Seein' you smile, was honestly enough for me
Even when you huggin' me, that is where I wanna be
So you have to know I was in shock when you just upped and leave
What am I 'spose to do?
I got a bunch of feelins that all goes to you
Felt like all I did was show and prove
So why ain't I sittin' here now holdin' you?
Every day I inch closer to closure
Been an uphill battle, but I'm tryna be a solider
Personality warm but my heart is growin' colder
Reaplyin' everything and all the passion that I showed her
This is how I express my emotions
I was flyin' high, girl you had me floatin'
But then I heard the words you had spoken
And that's the reason I've been sittin' here smokin'
Tired of bein' broken and lyin' about the mopin'
This nightmare can end, it's time to be awoken