Reclused

Hanging in the back
But these bitches that I lack
All these bowls I gotta pack
Even though I'm just a sack
Of shit but why am I sad
But my life really get bad
Life will pass me by but I ain't really mad
Living life but how long till I'm glad
Now how long till I die
Let them tears dry
I hope you memorized
My name inside your mind
Let my body float down the river
Let my body be destroyed Hell I'll come hither
But my soul won't ever wither

Now what will I do when I'm fuckin' dead
What will I do when I'm filled with lead
What will you do when you fuckin' die
Will you think back and then say I'm right
Will you ever think to lie
Or will it all go out without a fuckin light

Now everyone that I see
Why is everyone staring at me

Now every time I smoke
Every time I gloat
Every time I choke
On my body parts you know I'm not boast
But I gotta die tonight you know that I'm ghost
Having friends over but I'm a bad host
You know

Every time I look in the mirror
I stare and I'm filled with terror
With what I have become
Therapy won't cure me being numb
People really think I'm dumb
I'm just really fuckin' done
With all this fucking shit I think I gotta run

No I can't be alone
Nothin hasn't flown
Caged for a month turn it to a year
Everytime I'm dumped turning to my fears
But why do I gotta do it by myself



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Writer(s): Cameron Scott
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