A Bad Place To Be

I need reasons to explain
Those colors in my brain
Your lovely words and the rain

I try to wake myself
I'm the sadness on the couch
Until i finally figure it out

I am living in the past
You're running much too fast
I wonder, if you ever looking back

And where are you now
And how does it feel like
Remember
Say, how are you now
When the kids are around you
When the kids are around you

A friend in need is a friend indeed
I see you tend to disagree
I think we're not so different

I wonder what we could be
If you made some space for me
If you made me feel less like a memory

I am living in the past
You're running much too fast
I wonder, if you ever looking back

When everybody is drowning all around
When nothing comes to surface anymore
You throw your life away your fkn life away
Do you feel free
And everybody is sinking to the ground
And nothing ever happens anymore
I throw myself in your way, in your way
If that's okay

And where are you now
And how does it feel like
Remember
Say, how are you now
When the kids have moved out, now
And the colors gray out, now
Your friends stop to care, now
And the colors gray out, now