True Will

True Will
Yo yo
Check check
Now I'm no stranger to them dark moods
Life was much simpler watching cartoons
On the television now my vision sharper than a harpoon
Hardened like I'm on dune
Like Paul Muadib no god emperor
Sipping holy water cuz I got it from the spring
Yeah that's straight from the source
I've been patient long enough
Want my money longer than a maze runner
In God we trust the almighty dollar
Got us killing one another
Yo it's time to sober up
Everybody want abundance
If you got it would you pray still?
I don't wanna be drunk on power
Dumbstruck by the outcome of my aimed will
Pain kills eventually
The heavenly flames feel
Menacing to where you can't heal
I guess it's all in due time
Til then I'm walking upright
And putting dollars in my pocket
They just fuel for the rocket
Of my True Thelema
Letting go of expectations
Cause ya never know when this episode ends
Like an epileptic medicine man
Shaking the rattles bracing the battle
For the mechanistic echos of man
They might hang me like a gecko and lynch
My better qualities for shit they dig up from my past
Like oil in arteries of the system where in
Domesticated as animals
Sheep got me shaking my head

Yo it's critical to think
Even better to feel feel
What's hidden in a dream
And is it really real real
Like message in a bottle I unravel my woes
Pouring liquor in the gravel for everyone that I know
Cause we all gonna end up dead
But when we all gonna live it up big

I remember when distractions had my mind flayed
Like In 9th grade when I'd hit the blunt
Skip the bus to ride my bike blazed
I was hiding pain inside cuz my life changed
Displaced by a broken home
My brother went with dad
I went with my mother cuz she was like the only one I had
I had rage building up like abscess
Obsessed with the page no therapist I trusted
So in the lyrics I'd confide in
If you said I was problem child
You'd probably be right and
I was absent from school
My whole freshman year
Got sent away after that but that's old news
And it's besides the point
The picture I portray now is a life of joy
You bought the ticket take the ride
Even if I'm sitting on a greyhound I'll enjoy it
Visualize flight like a grey owl avoid
The naysayers
The great haters
The bait layers
The day laters
Today's greatness
Takes patience
Faiths prayers
And great strength in Love
Ya ya
In Love