new and improved

What if we're just too damn different?
To make a mutual decision
No, no, we never turned it around or figured it out
But you gave me something great
And yeah, I tried to get better for someone
Fixed my mental health 'cause I fell in love

We're not together
I'm keeping all your love letters
You got me better
New and improved for the next one
And I'm not gonna retire
There's so much left for me to design
'Cause you left me inspired (mmm-mmm)

Now I'm alone but so much older
I kind of wish it wasn't over
When we would laugh 'til it hurts, or forget the words
As we'd sing to "State of Grace"
And yeah, I'm thinking about a time when we weren't stuck
Fixing up my hair as I tear up

We're not together
I'm keeping all your love letters
You got me better
New and improved for the next one
And I'm not gonna retire
There's so much left for me to design
'Cause you left me inspired

I stick a knife to the mirror
'Cause my reflection's so sore
I change my mind like the weather
I'm like Canadian fall
And even if I could cry for someone
I still wouldn't feel nothing at all
Even if you were mine for real
I still wouldn't feel like we belong

So by now you should've made all of this make sense
But your friends have always made me feel like I'm less
There's nothing wrong with accepting what it is
But there's nothing better than getting over it

And you wait because you've got some kind of complex
And I'm drained because I'm always playing defense
There's nothing harder than forcing the shoe to fit
But there's nothing better than getting over it

So maybe I should get over it?
Stop forcing that shoe to fit
Procrastinating the end

We're not together
I'm keeping all your love letters
You got me better
New and improved for the next one
And I'm not gonna retire
There's so much left for me to design
'Cause you left me inspired

You got me-

I'd turn back time just to figure out what exactly went wrong