Looper

I swear my life looks so good on paper
Yea i grabbed the pen, wrote down the vision
Made it plain I
Recognize where I've been given favor
But now I'm in a spin due to a lack of variation
Oh Lord, won't ya help me please
Rock and a hard place what I'm stuck between
Being pulled by what i want
Swayed by them thangs that i need
Got a family and a passion and
Both of them i got to feed, yea
My life was moving kind of fast indeed, yea
But now it's feeling like it done reduced speed
And it's seeming like I'm caught
Inside a fruitless routine
I know growth can take some time
But right now all i see is seeds 'cause

I'm caught in a loop and i can't find my way out
Said yea, I'm caught in a loop and i
Can't find my way out, no (Whoop)

I got two babies now, still love on my lady now
But seem like time done lessened for us to
Go crazy now, if ya know what i mean
Someone phone up Prince
I think I might be goin delirious
Part of me wants to Bat dance but
I take myself way too serious
KILLJOY
Can't have fun no mo
That's what they told me
Trying to keep that childlike faith
But fear that I'm too old G
Trying to stay young at heart
They say up i need to grow G
Growth is good but adulthood
Is a strange wave to be on G
Seem like my days are more
Monotonous than ever
Since i done so-called "grew up"
Trying to get my life together
Swore I'd never neglect my inner child
To which I'm tethered but
He been bored with my 9-5
He saying that i should be doin better, yea
Truth be told, my biggest fears
Are getting fat and wasting time
You waste your body then
You'll more than likely waste your mind
So I'm a try hard to make the best
Use of my vitals
But to do it I'm a have to make my way
Into some better cycles 'cause
Going in circles
Ain't been doing me no favors
At some point you've got to
Make a switch in your behavior
I'm trying to figure out how to
Really make something shake
'Cause i can't let my life end up
Being nothing more than just a vapor (BUT)

I'm caught in a loop and i can't find my way out, no
Said yea, I'm caught in a loop and i
Can't find my way out, no (Whoop)
I'm caught in a loop and i can't find my way out, no
Said yea, I'm caught in a loop and i
Can't find my way out, no (Whoop)

What it do, what it is, what it ain't?
You think you should be doing better
But you still feel like you can't
Oh no
What it do, what it is, what it ain't?
You think you should be doing better
But you still feel like you can't
Oh no