FOMO

Missing out on the days buddy
I was drifting with the same buddies
They've never taken from me
But it lately seems that they've gone and skated from me
I can only see what is of me
It wasn't funny
But fuck it even the fam forgets about you
I worked my butt off making jams and not selling out too
I'm resting and they heading to the beach or a park
But I'm progressing I can now always see in the dark whatever
I went from no one seeing me to people leaving me
Friends texting me saying they're going right to the movies
And shit confusing me
Like what really is a groupie
Feeling stupid by all this that happened repeatedly
Either way though I achieving
I've been working so hard I cannot complete it to this day
With all the things preceded
I still never feel defeated
Got me split like a cleavage
But I'm dripping like the seasons
On god
It's sad that I'm evaded
I could say I'm glad like if it was happy belated
I hate it so much that I'm starting to get faded
By myself but then mama said that you'd be sedated forever
To be honest though I wish it was better
I could call you on the first night
But then you say you're stalled on the worst flight possible
So Hanging out with me is an obstacle
Your singing loud at the party guess you really toxic though
With the alc and the way you are in your system
Though this kind of sounds shit like I dissed em
The truth is though now I just really really miss them
And get to hang out with people every time I dap em up

Every time you leave it be breaking my heart
I can see now you were faking at the start (Start)
Please don't play me I can't play the part (Whoa)
Fear of missing out I display this as an art (Woah, damn, damn, damn)

Ohh (Ooh)

Aye Liu wanted me to spit
He put me on
Yeah

You're missing out on them this way
Couple hundred racks and some real big change
Feel the distain when I'm bout to hit the stage
To think I really did all this in vein, yeah

My mistake
Attorney calling for the thousand that I owe em for the case
A burb boy used to rock Pharrell's Humanrace
Don't feel you FOMO I just need my space (Yeah)

Reflecting on my past is something to reminisce on
Betting it wouldn't last it's something that better get gone
Finally getting cash It shouldn't have taken this long
Everywhere I crash in my mind I'm always pissed off
I hope feelings I say get payed off with my tone
Have people around like adolf in his home
Creating these schemes that I made off in the zone
It'd be a sweet feeling to cake walk to the throne

I wake up and it's a different day with different people
I walk around and it's hitting me that I can see though
Folks around that I hardly know
And my past is like a horoscope

Cause I wanna be free from this
But when I think of it
I just wanna move on
But my thoughts are too strong

So carry on my son
Things may be hairy but you're not done

I gotta pack up my flight leaves an hour now
I feel like I have gotta fight to get out now
Can't even get on the phone
I can't dial my tone
It's supposed to be my world but can't scour the globe

Alone and afraid is it just me
Is every person my age feeling just free
I don't even love myself how could you love me
I try to move but I know I be stuck to my seat
I go forward but something tells me please don't leave
Looking to the future but I say be home please
I give up I feel like I am d rose knees
I could see why I'd die if they said please don't breathe
But see though I mean
I'm all alone in the dark
I hope that what I'm saying really spoke to the heart
I should grow up the part or maybe go see a specialist
But you were never me so you never known what special is
Rock on like Aerosmith
Top echelon like pharaohs did
Memory's are drugs like heroin
Blow up like a terrorist
Or go see a therapist
No role model so I don't know who my parent is

But either way I know I belong
I believed it when I wrote on this song

Fomo to me is like a no show homo
So let go the anger cause I want you so close

Every time you leave it be breaking my heart
I can see now you were faking at the start
Please don't play me I can't play the part
Fear of missing out I display this as an art