Fistful of Air

Lifelong bonding and it doesn't stick
And I gotta find a way to get a grip
Empty feeling full of nothingness
But I still gotta make it through nontheless
And in the shade, the light will fade
Life is lulling like a chance to to seize
And I'm dreaming up faded possibilities
It's time to roam
It's time to roam
And move around, through all you've found
Grabbing like a gripper when there's nothing there
A clenched fist filling up with only air

And if you're gonna make it
It's gonna be alone
Given you can't take it
Despite how much you've grown
Yeah if you're gonna make it
It's gonna be alone
But build it up, don't break it
Break out of that zone

Dropping like a love that's going wrong
So futile and you knew it all along
It's worrying when you see it come true
Like an old friend left behind haunting you
Because you lied, deep down inside
To a self so sorry for what you did
No excuse for those actions when you lift the lid
At least you tried
At least you tried
But being tough is not enough
Grabbing like a gripper when there's nothing there
A clenched fist filling up with only air

And if you're gonna make it
It's gonna be alone
Given you can't take it
Despite how much you've grown
Yeah if you're gonna make it
It's gonna be alone
But build it up, don't break it
Break out of that zone

And if you're gonna make it
It's gonna be alone
Given you can't take it
Despite how much you've grown
If you're gonna make it
It's gonna be alone
But build it up, don't break it
Break out of that zone
And if you're gonna make it
You better be alone
But build it up, don't break it
Break out of that zone