Daze of Days

I dropped out and saw it through
It was the best that I could do
Now in my dreams I conjure a view
Of all the things I can't accrue

It was blissful seeing the morning seldom up at the sunrise
In awe I couldn't fathom, the altered ripple of the skies
It's only now I notice the extent of the diverge
It's only when you step away that the true patterns emerge

It's hard to stop parts falling off with each thing that's pursued
To grow without erosion seems impossible to do
In being less, there is a lesson
There is morning after mourning
I dropped out, and I saw it through
It was the best that I could do

There as so many things that I've learned and lost
Well aware at execution of the sinking cost
I know, I should know, that the line's not crossed
Just as much as it is, just as much as it is

It was easier ignoring all my needs and all my flaws
Choose a want to focus on, and I'd rather it was yours
I see I should have taken care
I'm straying and I'm underprepared
You see I should have taken care
I'm straying and I'm underprepared

All the places that I've stayed
All the trails I left behind
Were they really impactful
Going back, what would I find
Now I peel open my eyes
And scrape myself off the sheets
To find myself in a daze of days
Not knowing how to be

Is this all there is
What comes next

I find myself in a daze of days
I find myself in a daze of days
I find myself in a daze of days
I find myself in a daze of days
I find myself in a daze of days
I find myself in a daze of days