The War Within (feat. Krizz Kaliko & CJ Beretta)

Heard home is where the heart is
Might have to tear the carpet
Cause I ain't heard it beat in quite a bit
I might have lost it
Buried in the back
With all the garbage where we tossed it
Swearing one day we'd take care of it
But in the process

I won't let this get toxic
Risk the chance that I'm just giving up
Not even a little bit
I'll be okay in a little bit
It's feeling like I lost it
Things get bad but I keep getting up
Every day a little bit
I'll be okay in a little bit

Every day feels the same
Saying that we'll be okay
In a little bit if we can
Make it through this phase
But the truth is that it fades
A little bit more every day
Until the day It's been replaced
By animosity
This garden sown between us
From seeds that we believed in
Too focused on producing fruit that
We missed what's beneath us
The weeds have grown egregious
Neglect is how we feed them
Til they've consumed all hope
Of seeing growth
We must bereave us
It's best if we lay this to rest
Gave it our best but we messed up the test
Left with too much stress to assess
We progress less every day
I digress
Gotta find a better way to live
Cause I know I got a whole lot more inside I gotta give
To the world to the fam to the fans to the kids
So before I fall victim to this poison I'mma dip
WARBEAR

I won't let this get toxic
Risk the chance that I'm just giving up
Not even a little bit
I'll be okay in a little bit
It's feeling like I lost it
Things get bad but I keep getting up
Every day a little bit
I'll be okay in a little bit

Look
Man ya boy be going nuts
Anxiety just doubles up
Demons keep on rising
Blood is boiling as they bubble up
Everyday seems like another battle with these dark thoughts
Seems I won't find peace until my life's switch is turned off
Stand in front this mirror every single fucking day
And the person staring back at me is stuck within a cage
But the truth is there's no mirror
It's not a reflection I see at all
It's just me looking at my past an the person now is the one evolved
See it took a long time for me to finally make make it here
Battling these addictions keeping suicide out my ears
Or fighting this depression watching loved ones put in graves
But I chose not to be a victim I am no longer a slave
BERETTA!

I won't let this get toxic
Risk the chance that I'm just giving up
Not even a little bit
I'll be okay in a little bit
It's feeling like I lost it
Things get bad but I keep getting up
Every day a little bit
I'll be okay in a little bit

Prayed every day
Hoping something would change
Pleading these feelings
Would just take a break
If there's a God
Then he's long been away
We've all been abandoned
Alone with no trace
Grant me the grace
Take me to space
Had more than more than enough of this place
Give me some space to recuperate
Ruminate all of my mistakes
And begin to illuminate
The path to success if I choose
To progress and pay my dues
Fight the dark refuse to lose
Choose to continue to move my shoes
Cause I'm sure I serve a purpose
Make the hurt all worth it
Every person on this earth
Deserves to build their version
Of what they see inside
Find the will to be alive
And strive
To be better each day than the last
And with that drive
You can see new sights
And reach new heights
Of which the likes you never thought that you'd pursue so since those nights I promised I'd

I won't let this get toxic
Risk the chance that I'm just giving up
Not even a little bit
I'll be okay in a little bit
It's feeling like I lost it
Things get bad but I keep getting up
Every day a little bit
I'll be okay in a little bit

Since the age of 15 man
Your boy had a vision
Knew that I could change my life
If I could get someone to listen
Took years to hone my craft
Plot and plan out my whole mission
Started to catapult my career
With every verse that I had written
Man I been through the wringer
Had some slips and took some falls
Spent some years upon this earth
And in the time endured it all
But I knew I had a gift
To reach the top had to risk it all
Why have the name of a champion
If you never gonna ball?
That's why every day I wake up
Just another day to conquer
Did this shit all on my own with
A small gang that's from Wisconsin
In this life I've been tested
Was presented with some options
Either lay down and die
Or turn into a fucking monster

I won't let this get toxic
Risk the chance that I'm just giving up
Not even a little bit
I'll be okay in a little bit
It's feeling like I lost it
Things get bad but I keep getting up
Every day a little bit
I'll be okay in a little bit