A Long Year to Regret

I've been holding on here
Nothing like we've ever seen but here I'm back again
Soon enough to stretch my body
I felt grounded all the time
Losing hope along the path but I can see the end
Close enough to crank a smile

3 months stuck in bed,
Soon the lights will go through my door frame, again
Lighting up another shitty day
It is a commonplace to burn our time and even burn ourselves
Knowing we have the time
To understand despair

And this gut feeling deep stuck inside my head
That we were going down a road which had no end
Sometimes it's hard to see how fragile balance is
Now see the importance of the choices that we don't make

Now I'm in a better place
I come back to life again
Logic's telling me I should care
Fuck that! I just need some air

Everything seems a little changed
Random faces but where are all my friends?
Came back home, the chance was always there

Right now the bill's on me
Choose your side and clear your mind, just breathe
The wait is over now, this one's on me

And this gut feeling deep stuck inside my head
That we were going down a road which had no end
Sometimes is hard to see how fragile balance is
Now see the importance of the choices we don't make