CURSED WITH A BLESSING

Lately my time been diminishing
I took a minute cause these niggas took my kindness for innocence
Look inside my eyes I'm a finish them
Look between the lines at the times that we living in
Cause and effect, I don't know the cause why they killing us
Gave you the bars wasn't feeling us
Have you ever picked up a Bible the signs in Leviticus
The law been involved cause we niggas huh
The law just revolve round us niggas huh
That's what made the man go and give it up
That's what made the boy go and get a gun
Send him to the store go and pick it up
If he feeling sore get a bigger blunt
Why does prayer feel like a chore way we living huh? (Why?)
Learning feel like a bore way we living huh? (Why?)
Ready for war when I get a hunch (Yeah)
I went to court I ain't snitch or nun (Yeah, Yeah)

If I tell you I love you I meant it huh (Forreal)
Artists around me so many huh (So many)
Man this shit feel like the renaissance
I be on timing I handle my business huh
Yo they was fronting on me so I left them in the back dawg (In the back)
I could see them hating through the screens and the back drops (I can)
Back off especially if the mask off
Mascot niggas on the side with the hating and the trash talk (Forreal)

I can't condone it tho (I can't)
I remember when she turned my heart to stone (I do)
I was sad climbing mountains in Holyoke
Couldn't eat couldn't sleep with the coldest soul
Man I can't go back to the old times (I can't)
I been running this race it's a slow grind (Forreal)
I been crossing yo mind I looked both sides (Yeah, Yeah, Yeah)
2020 I know we was both blind

Better think twice 'cause I ain't one to mess wit
I battle my mental my mind in the trenches
I left her alone when I came to my senses
They left me alone and that made me a menace
Coming in last cause my feelings came second
I got turned away when I tried to express it
I got no regrets but that shit I regret it
God bless my soul I been cursed with a blessing
(Been cursed with a blessing)
Been cursed with a blessing, Been cursed with a blessing
God bless my soul I been cursed with a blessing
Been cursed with a (Blessing)
Yeah, yeah (Cursed with a Blessing been cursed with a Blessing)
Cursed with a blessing