Epilogue

Alright, my bad, but uh
Yeah I'm a little sick right now, but this is the epilogue
Um, it's kind of my chance to just
Lay it down with you in terms of
What I'm going through and how I've been feeling
Through the process of making this album because
Ah, I've spent more time on this one than any other since the first
So, yeah, I'm just gonna get raw with you
I'm gonna lay it down
Just like this
First let me talk about my mental
Pullin' out my brain, let me put it on a plate
Lookin' pretty smooth the past couple days
I don't know how many, but I forgot some faces
I thought I had a positive trajectory
It turns out I only feel as good as the person next to me
It's really up and down, you know how I be doin' mentally
I really used to doubt, but finally I'm seeking therapy
And that's good
Aye, yeah
Yeah that's good
At least that's good
Next let me talk about the dollars
Momma's pretty penny really keep me afloat
Started as a bridge, but then became a moat
It's 'bout time that I man my own boat, shit
First time I'm kinda sorta employed
I'm buying mixed drinks, you know
Rich things, yeah my wallet's annoyed
But I'm tryna save it now, maybe spend it on a lady down the road
Want a bottle? I can afford it, couldn't finish? Take the box home
Yeah that's good
Aye, yeah
Yeah that's good
At least that's good
I got a letter from my brother
I ain't wrote him back yet, maybe next week
I know that he badly needs something to read
"I've been real busy," yeah that's my real problem, yeah
So far it ain't much to show
I'm stuck at home, my guidance really touch and go
Leave it on the table top
You can borrow my cable if you don't got it
Burning holes way up in my pockets
I won't say no matter I saw it
And that's good, yeah
And that's good
At least that's good
Let's talk about the sound real quick, aye
I've been mastering my craft, no zip, just WAV
Got flam on the keys, got phlegm in my throat
Pretty sick you ask me how I'm gliding on the notes
Sometimes I just know I'm
Destined to do this shit (destined to do this shit)
I ain't done learning all I can but
I already said "it's not if, but when"
I'll start to get real good
It feels good, right?
At least that's good, uh
Wanna spend it the right way, my time left (slipping)
Change the world or hang out more, I'm drowning in it
Starting work in the June time, the rune grind
Is it even worth it If I don't go 100% Mob
I'm always splittin' attention between my music and job
Wanna ditch one for the other but I swear I need 'em both
Pressure and heat, pressure cookin' the beat
Gotta struggle for what you love and by then it's all good
Yeah, that's, yeah
Oh my god, thank you guys for making it to the end
Like, ahh, yeah this has been a different one, man
Thank you for listening, everything has changed
I'm still sick, good night