INDIE BOY (feat. All of the Below, Noah Reineke, Oneacis & Spilled Paint)

I spend so much time tryna forge up reasons to ignore you
My brain blends trying to process all these thoughts
My mind is racing at the thought of you
Should I change my point of view
And let my feelings just come through

It's hard to say exactly when these mixes feeling began
And it definitely wasn't part of any sort of plan
But now I'm stuck here hanging on to the edge of a balance beam
And I'm really hoping someone will hear my internal screams
Fighting with myself like both sides are getting paid
Tryna rig the match so there are no decisions made
You ask me how I am and I wish I could spill my heart
But I know if I do, that this will all fall apart

I try so hard to forget you
But all of my feelings tell me it's not what it seems
Flashes of lighting, thunder, it starts to make me wonder
How many times before I fall

I spend so much time tryna forge up reasons to ignore you
My brain blends trying to process all these thoughts
My mind is racing at the thought of you
Should I change my point of view
And let my feelings just come through

It's been one of those nights
Visions of another life with you
Am I ready for something new
Barely getting by and making due
If I could trust myself to be there
I'd call you up, take you out for lunch
But I still need time to grow
And it's better that you know

I try my hardest not to run through the sand but I
Tripped and I fall and well I skinned up both my hands
I wanna live free in this world and not disguise the things I am
Wish I could've done better but I guess that's not the plan

I spend so much time tryna forge up reasons to ignore you
My brain blends trying to process all these thoughts
My mind is racing at the thought of you
Should I change my point of view
And let my feelings just come through

And I'm so sick and tired, of being sick and tired
Wish I could unplug these wires, that make me feel so wired
Wish I could look away but it's your love I desire
Let my feelings come through or let my feelings go expire



Credits
Writer(s): Tyler Nadaeu
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