Nausea

When I was young I learned to drown the hurt in smiles
But fakery can only go on for a while
So I caved in
Told my mom I couldn't stomach it
She said to keep trying
But every day at school I cried
Cause my so-called friends didn't treat me right
I was labeled a stupid kid
And I was never gonna be anything different

Nausea brings back the trauma
Cause my past is full of pain
Tears won't come and it's torture
Still, what would they gain
When everything will just stay the same

Draw scenarios of how it could've went
But nothing can erase all that's already been
Go for a spin
Round the neighborhood, I used to live in
Oh how rundown it's gotten
I still remember all those times
My stomach danced with butterflies
Cause life just made me sick
And till this day I still haven't gotten over it

Nausea brings back the trauma
Cause my past is full of pain
Tears won't come and it's torture
Still, what would they gain
When everything will just stay the same

I want to redo my life
Cause thing's haven't gotten better in time
Like I was told
So I blame it on the hand I never had to hold



Credits
Writer(s): Kara Steindel
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