Solace

Ay

Lifting, and lifting, and lifting, and lifting
All by my lonely, at this point I'm risking
Damage to my mind, and body, just listen
Cater for two, while you care from a distance
Ay
Ay

I can't ignore this, you got me at my lowest
Call for separation, could you give the phone to Moses
And I ain't even notice, I've been losing focus
Drifting through the moments, I don't wanna be soulless
And I can never withstand all the coldness
Damn, I never do disband, always holding
Clinging on an avalanche, I'm being too devoted
Loyalty could be the death of me, if I don't focus, and
The many signs that warned us, yet I wasn't cautious
Nobody is flawless, excuses on my conscience
Irrelevant nonsense, should've really called quits
Am I scared of being alone, like my presence is haunted?
Yellow-belly for the longest, I got some jaundice
Not a rookie in this game, I know loving is lawless
This the furthest thing from love, I'm not a fucking novice
Just honest, looking for solace, ay

Everything is so blatant, I'm becoming so jaded
And there's no way to save it
I think I should accept that this feeling I'm chasing
Is adding to the damage, and the problems I'm facing
I got caught up in this routine of you in my life
I'm not even comfortable, I'm not even right
All I wanted was a change, never cared to be right
Would've thought that's not a reason to fight
It's really getting easier to say "fuck you"
It's getting easier to-
Fuck you
It's getting easier for you to yell until your face's blue
It's getting easier to see this is over, and past due
I know every reason you, and me, are like Vodka and milk
I can't swallow this pill
And with all of these reasons I thought I'd be leaving
Until I do something, I cannot do nothing, I'm

Lifting, and lifting, and lifting, and lifting
All by my lonely, at this point I'm-
Damage to my mind, and body, just-
Cater for two, while you care from a-
We touch vermillion, something is-
Wanna leave now, but I'm trapped in this-
Escaping from you is escaping a-
It's escaping a-

I can't ignore this, you got me at my lowest
Call for separation, could you give the phone to Moses
And I ain't even notice, I've been losing focus
Drifting through the moments, I don't wanna be soulless
And I can never withstand all the coldness
Damn, I never do disband, always holding
Clinging on an avalanche, I'm being too devoted
Loyalty could be the death of me, if I don't focus, and
The many signs that warned us, yet I wasn't cautious
Nobody is flawless, excuses on my conscience
Irrelevant nonsense, should've really called quits
Am I scared of being alone, like my presence is haunted?
Yellow-belly for the longest, I got some jaundice
Not a rookie in this game, I know loving is lawless
This the furthest thing from love, I'm not a fucking novice
Just honest, looking for solace
Ay