I NEVER GRIEVE (feat. coZmo & Yung Phantom)

My body getting ragged with a past time full of baggage
I'm dragging my legs down the alleys of a deadman so damaged
I'm alone and I'm crazy
All these people talking about me and it's sending my hazy
Always doubting on me turn me to a corpse like its DayZ
Got me wasting every bit of fucking trust now I'm fading and lately
I got some demons in my head and I can't mask 'em
Kinda feeling like a villain when I put me in a casket
So I fucking ventilate and bring 'em out the ashes
Just to hear you talking 'bout me burning all our bridges
Yeah I heard you were a pacifist the problem is
You must have fucked with an artifice
An artifice to even cross me
You need a crucifix

'Cause all you people who doubted me want me back inside my grave
Tryna search for the better me but I'm trapped up in my brain
All my friends became enemies just got me to keep me sane
I'll put their heads on my mantle and take their bodies to my grave
I'll rip my sword out of your chest and I'll engrave
My initials in your flesh there's no forgetting 'bout my name
How you people full of talk but never know what there's to say
I'll bury you alive and burn the caskets better prey

I gotta blade on my back got it covered in venom
I run up on 'em in the middle of a night and Il kill 'em
Drill a hole in my feelings gotta devil been dealing
I fill that void I been missing I'll take they head and I'm feeding it to my crow
All these people capping yeah we know it's all for fucking show
Talking shit about my life, but don't know what's behind the scenes
Why these people feel the need to always go and intervene
Yeah they always judging others never look to chase they dreams yeah
I got my bitch up on my dick unzip her jeans
Whilst you're chatting shit about me yeah you know I never grieve

Look at me now
All alone in the spotlight
Free myself from my grave again
No hope that's for a lost cause
Invincible 'cause I'm not seeing my death
Took a look at my future never seeing the reaper again
So I find myself I'll just set up the tent
I came out the graveyard
For no other reason except for
Completing this life that I live
And that's about it
I will be free
Don't try to worry about me
I'm only just lonely and crazy
I'm already dead feeling safe inside
Nobody cared for me in my life
That's when the phantom then resurrected
And then had to be given another chance
To make what he did alright
Now I will be fine

Cause all you people who doubted me want me back inside my grave
Tryna search for the better me but I'm trapped up in my brain
All my friends became enemies just got me to keep me sane
I'll put their heads on my mantle and take their bodies to my grave
I'll rip my sword out of your chest and I'll engrave
My initials in your flesh there's no forgetting 'bout my name
How you people full of talk but never know what there's to say
I'll bury you alive and burn your caskets better prey

I gotta blade on my back got it covered in venom
I run up on 'em in the middle of a night and I kill 'em
Drill a hole in my feelings gotta devil been dealing
I fill that void I been missing I'll take they head and I'm feeding it to my crow
All these people capping yeah we know it's all for fucking show
Talking shit about my life, but don't know what's behind the scenes
Why these people feel the need to always go and intervene
Yeah they always judging others never look to chase they dreams yeah
I got my bitch up on my dick unzip her jeans
Whilst you're chatting shit about me yeah, you know I never grieve

'Cause all you people who doubted me want me back inside my grave
Tryna search for the better me but i'm trapped up in my brain
Got this darkness surrounding me and it's driving me insane
At least I'm true to myself and know that I'll take that to my veins



Credits
Writer(s): Connor Gooding
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