This Bad

I was first to notice the change (Notice the change)
In the way you walk to the way you say my name
I didn't wanna bring it up (To bring it up)
But it felt louder when we kept it on the hush

I know I don't really try to change myself
But for you I wrecked my health
And still I always somehow let you down, down, down
And I tried cleaning up my room
'Cause they say that's what you should do
And it only made me miss you
(Oh woah)

Whatever I did
I didn't mean to, darling
Whatever we had
I didn't mean to fuck it up this bad

'Cause I know you wanted someone who knew more
And got a sad sack who's really such a bore (She's such a bore)
You stuck around here long enough
To get me hooked to you and then you stood me up (Ugh, you stood me up)

I know I don't really open up my mind
Much less let no one inside
But you made me, babe
You swore it was safe
I don't think I'll ever trust
Anyone else all this much
What do I have to say
To make you stay
(Oh woah)

Whatever I did
I didn't mean to, darling (I didn't mean to, oh)
Whatever we had
I didn't mean to fuck it up this bad

Overseas with my baby, he hates me (He hates me)
It's my fault 'cause it always is lately (Is lately)
I wanna go home, I wanna dust it off
You wanna be alone 'cause fuck what I want
Anniversary Saturday (I want)
Vacation, but you're trying to vacate
I'm in love if love is being left at the hotel
While your baby drives off, vicious farewell

Whatever I did
I didn't mean to, darling (I didn't mean, no)
Whatever we had (We had)
I didn't mean to fuck it up this bad

I know I don't really try to change myself (Yeah)
But for you I wrecked my health
And still I always somehow let you down, down, down (Down)
And I tried cleaning up my room (Cleaning up my)
'Cause they say that's what you should do ('Cause that's what I should)
And it only made me miss you
Oh woah