Blame On Me

I started off my New Year with song called Letter To You (Letter to you)

Yea that was dedicated to you (dedicated to you)
Now that you gone I don't know what to do (I don't know what to do)
You know who you are
So I ain't got to say no names (no names)
And I know I'm the one to blame (one to blame)
But the thing that's driving me insane(insane)
Is that you said I didn't do anything to hurt you (hurt you)
Or I didn't do anything to push you away
So I got a question for you
Why won't you stay?
Seems like these days everyone always gives up on me
Hmm, hmm
And no n**** I ain't simping (I ain't simping)
I'm just pouring out my feelings in my songs (in my songs)
That's the only way I know how to move on (move on)
Before y'all get to assuming, I did nothing wrong
I had to let that be known
Y'all gon' feel my pain in my song

But it just didn't go how I planned it
I swear this shit called love, I can't seem to understand it
I'm still wishing on that star in the sky for the one
Hopefully one day it will be granted
You only get one shot at life, I can't take this shit for granted
Cuz I feel like a house that's been abandoned (abandoned)
And I feel like a heart that's been broke and needs a bandaged (bandaged)

I'm sinking, Like oh no what's that movie called Titanic (Titanic)
Heart gone but love is the bandit
But It's my fault for overthinking
I'm just waiting for somebody to wake me up
And tell me that I'm dreaming
I just wish I knew the reason
Like why you being weird to me
I thought that eventually it was supposed to be you and me
Now I'm just a memory
I bet you gon' remember me
I'ma king so I got to leave my legacy (legacy)
I didn't want to lose what we had going on

Now don't get me wrong
Man I'm good on my own
But I felt better with you
I haven't had that feeling in so long
I was just trying to do all that I could just to hold on
Thinking to myself what did I do wrong
Pouring up until the pain gone
I wish I would of slowed down
Now nowhere to go now
I was moving too fast, Now I can't get that time back
I wasn't used to the honesty and real love that you gave to me
Every time something would go wrong
I would put the blame on me
I let my guard down so the blame on me
Now it's my fault we ain't meant to be
But it's sad that I disagree respectfully
But I know ain't nobody out here gon' be as real as me (real as me)