Move On

I can't move on, I've lost my way
I feel overwhelmed my minds in dismay
I hold on to the hope that one day
It will work out, It will be okay
I can't move on, just can't walk away
This pain inside is the only way
I can hold on to the hope that one day
It will work out, It will be okay

I'm starting to feel constricted as I realize that I can't fix this
But I don't wanna withdraw my emotions because I know that I would miss it
I don't allow myself to move on
I just sit and reminisce because holding on to our old memories
Has me convinced that we're still emotionally connected
Mentally invested, like I'm not the only one out of us that's still
Affected by a traumatic situation that had us both conflicted
Because we kept growing closer even though the end could've been predicted
I hide my pain inside built from all of the emotion that I've invested
But despite being told to move on, emotions have consumed me
This was not what I expected
It feels like I've been infected by a love that's made me obsessive, mentally depressive
As I continue to be repressive about just how much I care
I remain in despair wondering how I'll ever move on when the two of us together would
Make the perfect pair
The thought of a life without you remains too much to bear
But I disguise how I feel because on the surface you seem fine
I question if you have any feelings left because I can see it in your eyes
But I've got to respect that, you've made up your mind
I can't keep bringing up my feelings because you don't need me to remind you
Of a distressing situation that you've willingly left behind
It's because I genuinely care for you that I just won't speak my mind
Or express all of my thoughts about how one day we could entwine
But I just can't walk away, I can't get you out of my mind

I can't move on, I've lost my way
I feel overwhelmed my minds in dismay
I hold on to the hope that one day
It will work out, It will be okay
I can't move on, just can't walk away
This pain inside is the only way
I can hold on to the hope that one day
It will work out, It will be okay

I feel overwhelmed by emotions that I've developed for you
I'm starting to see you're happy so I understand why you withdrew
But I'm still head over heels with feelings that I'm unable to subdue
So I still put up a façade, which I think you see straight through
I can't understand, I can not construe
Why I can't let go of this affection that has emerged for you
I want you to become the greatest part of my life
So we can raise a family
One day make you my wife
That's why it hurt when you decided to work on your current situation
And when we cut off communication it broke my heart
Like a failed operation
A triple bypass that had major complications
Which led to my present state of lowered expectations
As if was all for nothing just a great tribulation
That has left me emotionally scarred praying for salvation
Our reconciliation
You working on your relationship gives me confirmation
That this is where our story ends and it ends in separation
I've got to pick up the pieces and try to become unbound
By the heartache that weakens and ties me down
It's like its holding me under
I fear that I may drown
Because the depth of my emotion has become too profound
If only I could emerge and get my feet on solid ground
Try to find a happiness which with you I thought I'd found
But it appears all this time my head was in the clouds

I can't move on, I've lost my way
I feel overwhelmed my minds in dismay
I hold on to the hope that one day
It will work out, It will be okay
I can't move on, just can't walk away
This pain inside is the only way
I can hold on to the hope that one day
It will work out, It will be okay

Hey, I know everything'll be okay
But right now it's the same old same
Fuck them rappers because their plain flows lame
Tell 'em yo we don't play those games
Rappers take note we don't take no aim
I'm not your enemy but I won't say no names
We ain't no slave, we gon' break those chains
You see the game, it's full of egos
They don't really know the street code
I lost people I love but we know
Sometimes you gotta let go
They love me too but they had to let me go
That's just how it's got to be bro
Now I'm stressed out lungs full of weed smoke
Weight of the world on my back I'm talkin' kilos
But I know I'm coming back I got the cheat code
Up Down Forward Back L two R B
Wanna fuck with Mic you and what army
Got my girl tryna fight
I just Grab the car keys
Then I'm off, then I'm out
Then I bounce, then I'm outie
Yeah, you can keep the house
And the dog
And the watch
And the ralph
And my name out your mouth if you doubt me
Only got old pals around me
If you ain't down then allow me

I can't move on, I've lost my way
I feel overwhelmed my minds in dismay
I hold on to the hope that one day
It will work out, It will be okay
I can't move on, just can't walk away
This pain inside is the only way
I can hold on to the hope that one day
It will work out, It will be okay