Sick

Yeah I know how to deal with it now
I just want to make myself proud
Don't know where to start
Yeah this life is so fucking hard
But I recreate it in my art
Yeah I know how to deal with it now
But I just want to make myself proud
Don't know where to start
This life is so fucking hard
But I recreate it in my art

I hate to hurt people because of my depression
In this state I can't show them the right affection (Yeah)
I really thought about it, so i learnt a lesson
If you're in a hole and talk to people, they will get a wrong impression
I'm trying my best but none understand
I just want to be able to handle my day but i can't
So everyone is yelling and want you to be better
But your mood is constantly changing like the weather (Ah)
You stole my heart
And broke it in peaces
Now I do another start
Yeah I'm fucking sick of it
Suicidal thoughts
All day long feeling lost (Yeah)
Not feeling loved (Yeah)
Depressions are diagnosed
Sitting in therapie, every week
Kicking anxiety
Learning how to deal with it
Fight the demons inside me
Just realising that I'm fucking sick
Why should I be on this earth when I didn't even asked for it

Yeah I know how to deal with it now
I just want to make myself proud
Don't know where to start
This life is so fucking hard
But I recreate it in my art
Yeah I know how to deal with it now
I just want to make myself proud
Don't know where to start
This life is so fucking hard
But I recreate it in my art

My bestfriend is myself
Cause none knows me better
But lately i have a feeling in my chest (Yeah)
That makes me write a letter
Only trusting myself
Cause none else matters
Connecting music with mental health
Cause it makes my life light like a feather
My bestfriend is myself
Cause none knows me better
But lately i have a feeling in my chest (Yeah)
That makes me write a letter
Only trusting myself
Cause none else matters
Connecting music with mental health
Cause it makes my life light like a feather



Credits
Writer(s): Salome Reich
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