Alone

Man, I don't know where to go
Feel like I've been losing my mind, I'm trying to find my soul
Feel like I'm confusing my mind, it's time that I should go
Feel like I'm not choosing this mind, these rhymes that I can flow
When I say that I am fine, leave me alone

Man, I'm good alone
And all these people they be lethal for my mind
Cause they be telling me shit that I shouldn't know
Yeah, I shouldn't know cause when I start thinkin', I start sinkin' in a hole
Hopin' Ima come out but I just couldn't tho
And I wouldn't hope that I'm stuck in a loop where my mind's on mute
Tryna compute what's going on but my eyes they just couldn't show
The truth cause I'd deny it so ruthlessly I'll be trying to shoot me
Out of the sky but my rifle it wouldn't load
That's just destiny messin' me up cause people been stressin' me
My weaponry consistin' of lessons, people been blessin' me
I rest in ease cause I ain't no puppet on streets like sesame
Stop testing me cause you ain't got the essence of my recipe
You're missing patience, meditation to let go of rage
And the imagination of salvation to escape your cage
But you got segregation and restless hatin' man I'm amazed
How do you get to all of that shit and still be proud to see your face

Man, I don't know where to go
Feel like I've been losing my mind, I'm trying to find my soul
Feel like I'm confusing my mind, it's time that I should go
Feel like I'm not choosing this mind, these rhymes that I can flow
When I say that I am fine, leave me alone

Uh, Loneliness getting' addictive
I just like that there ain't no phoniness here to be decrypted
Cause it's just me inside of my mind and that's how I depict it
So, all the pain that I find it's me who's behind it and I'm the one who's inflicted
The pain so I must feel like I deserve it
But I don't understand cause I ain't feelin' like I be hurtin'
Cause it's lookin' like smoke inside of the ceiling and the curtain
So, once it starts revealing you can't conceal or be reversing
You just gotta deal with it in person
You can't run away tho
Or else that same pain gone play with your brain like that shit be play dough
Tryna remain sane but getting twisted like tornados
Stuck inside of the same game and I cannot leave even tho it is fatal
Pull the cable on this reality I ain't able
To stay stable unless I'm getting stoned, like it's cain and able
And I ain't enabled to rearrange the fable
Like tables filled with poison these people drink cause it ain't got the same label

Man, I don't know where to go
Feel like I've been losing my mind, I'm trying to find my soul
Feel like I'm confusing my mind, it's time that I should go
Feel like I'm not choosing this mind, these rhymes that I can flow
When I say that I am fine, leave me alone



Credits
Writer(s): Francis Schmid
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