Lust and Drugs

Girl you came all the way from your home
To make this night a memorable one
And I can see the fear in your eyes about this stranger
And I will tell you there is no rush, we
can take it slow and slowly
There's no hurry girl,
we have whole night to feel this heat
And I admit I'm a little shy to these things
So it's your responsibility to make me your slave
I promise I'll dissolve my ego into
alcohol mixed with amphetamine
I just had a session with my friends,
may be that's why I'm little anxious
But no issues girl,
you can start to take it in your mouth
Once I'm out of this trip, I'll fuck you
till we glow our room with our energy
I just sold my mothers piece of ornament
To spend some good time with you
So we will live today
with out any yesterdays and tomorrows
So if you've any guilt and hopes,
just leave them in your home
and come to me
If you know me, you know I don't like to talk much.
I like actions rather than all these words
Baby we're not lovers
to have foreplay,
so just allow me into you
Strip down your H&M...
unzip your denim...
lemme kiss your titties
Lemme see your pink
I can't wait anymore for this moment
Let me allow to release my white into your pink
I might be your slave,
but don't dare to say no to me
I come to you only when I'm alone and hurt
The girl I loved never loved me back
and I can't take rejections anymore
You either accept me
Or become a slave to all my burning desires
I gave her a chance to change me
I gave her my heart to fix it
I gave her my mind to bring silence to it
I gave her my addictions to keep my soul clean
I gave her my passion to keep it alive
But she took all my love for granted
and now I'm all alone in this city of love
I got my boys around me
and I'm back to my old ways
trying to forget this hurt and pain
I got a ziploc of green in my pocket
And we going to the woods
to roll a joint and overthink the simple part
I'm writing this while I'm smoking the stash...
I'm trying to complete this portion so that I can join my boys
But you still in my head trying to stop me writing this verse
I'm not myself when I'm not around you
Baby don't let my demons inside me win over me
I don't want to loose you,
I want to stay in this pursuit of love with you
I don't care if it takes eternal
I just want to remember
Your name,
Your laugh,
Your voice,
Your beauty spots,
Your hesitation,
Your ignorance
Don't make me forget all these things while I'm high
Girl, don't be relaxed
I got a bottle full of xanax to take this
night to whole another level.
We're melting in this heat,
almost like we're getting wet in our fluids.
Like a Dream after a long journey.
Like a night after a long day.
But girl
this ain't a dream,
touch my manhood,
touch the skin,
feel my energy
I kept my morals in the bathroom
I'm sacrificing my manhood to you
Please clean my manhood
with your touch, with your kisses
I did many wrong things,
i got sin girl,
I'm full of guilt girl,
You're a summer afternoon,
I'm a cold winter night...
we both are two extremes,
looking for middle ground to stay for some time
Girl this ain't working, I can't do this...
I'm so high these days, I can't see straight
My reality is distorted
I can't cheat on my baby...
May be today she's not with me,
may be tomorrow she will love me
Baby may be you're still a virgin.
May be your not dumb like me,
to give your soul to a stranger
Baby I'm don't have real feelings to this girl
Baby girl,
Be my distraction,
Be my home,
Be my girl,
Be my ecstasy,
Be my excitement,
Be my anxiety,
Be my poetry
All I want is to be with you and If I'm not,
please allow me to end all the known.