The Jump

I'm frustrated struggling
There's nothing I can see
Horizon is empty
I got to believe in me
Cold wind is blowing trees
Even Mother Nature resents me
I feel so alone, like I'm in a world of my own
Don't wanna go home
I got to get out
I got to go roam
Artificially making me feel some hope
No freedom to not, feel this pain
Vision is clouded, everything's grey
I had to jump, it's the only way
Where am I falling, I cannot say
Catching me now, it's anyone's game
I might land alone, or I might be saved
The fall might hurt, but I'll take the pain
If I can get out for just one day

I'm not the only one this affects
I think I am making my mother distressed
But who cares about that I don't owe her respect
When she doesn't even want me to be who I am
It's like I'm stuck in a traffic jam
Nobody was moving so I had
To get out the car stand on the roof and reprimand
Is this what you wanted, you forced my hand
(You forced my hand)
I don't understand, why nobody moves, didn't want to go alone, but now I do
Maybe they'll follow me probably not
I'm not sure anyone cares but that's my fault
Nobody knows me I made sure of that
Maybe I'll take the win if I take my head out the sand
(Do you think you could just chill and focus your creativity better)

He's a kind person
He's got good grades
He can motivate
But he shows up to class late
And he punched a kid and humped a stuffed animal in 6th grade
And he snuck into the Mat Raze
So they had to separate
Proving that they're two faced
I can't be perfect this is the one trait
That I'm forced to have
The rebellion yeah
It's makes them mad
So I had to jump
I had to commit
Embrace my fate
I've never done this
I don't wanna be normal
I don't wanna fit in
Look around every bend
More and more people telling me to just give in
Done it too many times
I'm starting to slip again
Into depression
If they've taken my sprit they've taken the win
So I have to jump, arms in the wind