Reas - APB

Up to Speed

Catch the fuck up soon, boy, cause I been running laps
Round and round myself and I, just how the fuck you placing last?
If I bring you up to speed, you still half timing on my track
Uh, I'm mach five mentally, yes, I'm hurting bad
I'm spinning out and my brake line's thrashed
A roll cage ain't holding shit together when I crack
Mm nah, I can't run this back
Gotta admit, in knowing that, I'm kinda glad

Sitting in this moment for what feels like years
Couple decades of overthinking thought between my ears
And I've thought before, "could I be wrong?"
"Has this been in my head, is this really what's been going on?"
And I'm deep within my subconscious
Can't lose your train of thought if you ain't ever gotten it
I hope I derail and hope by then I've lost it
Little by little, shit just lengthening the process

Family dynamics got me fucked
These cycles really hard to spot
And I'm not tryna be a fuckhead, just tryna make it stop
And my genetics trashed my life
Ain't get hit till two summertimes ago
So might as well have gave my mind another fucking stop

Y'all make me sick
Make me sick
Make me sick
Y'all make me sick
Make me sick
Make me sick
Y'all ain't doing nothing, ain't on any kind of shit
How the fuck you cool with shit being just what the fuck it is?
Y'all make me sick
Make me sick
Make me sick
Y'all make me sick
Make me sick
Make me sick
Y'all ain't doing nothing, ain't on any kind of shit
How the fuck you cool with shit being just what-

Catch the fuck up soon, boy, cause I been running laps
Round and round myself and I, just how the fuck you placing last?
If I bring you up to speed, you still half timing on my track
Uh, I'm mach five mentally, yes, I'm hurting bad
I'm spinning out and my brake line's thrashed
A roll cage ain't holding shit together when I crack
Mm nah, I can't run this back
Gotta admit, in knowing that, I'm kinda glad



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Writer(s): Brett Hayes
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