Heartbreak Veteran

Wake up with a heavy heart everyday
Shoulder all the burdens, scale remains the sme
Why can't it tell me
Why won't it tell me
The weight of my mistakes
"What doesn't kill only makes you stronger"
But all I am is number
Wish I didn't meet you then
'Cause maybe I'd still have a heart that wasn't scarred

Oh oh oh

Is this another heartbreak
How many times I've cried, how many times I've died
I, I've lost count for you
All of the nights alone, scratching my way to bone
But the pain is gone, pain is gone
No I can't recount the times
Said they love me but they never do
No I can't stand on my own
Someone break my walls
Cause I've been forsaken, need someone to take in
Again, again, again
I'm used to the heartache, used to the heartbreak
Again, again, again

So what about, what about forever
Did you only say the things I wanna hear
Fuck every time it's always lies
Never, never wanna show all your cards
Don't play me but I know you will
You're not the first or the last one
You're not the first or the last one at all
Just another, a lover next on a long list
Can't trust another, I'm sick and tired of all of this

Oh oh oh

Is this another heartbreak
How many times I've cried, how many times I've died
I, I've lost count for you
All of the nights alone, scratching my way to bone
But the pain is gone, pain is gone
No I can't recount the times
Said they love me but they never do
No I can't stand on my own
Someone break my walls
Cause I've been forsaken, need someone to take in
Again, again, again
I'm used to the heartache, used to the heartbreak
Again, again, again