Goodbye

You left me radio silence
A mental minefield that keeps me up at night
My mom thinks I have trouble sleeping
But really
I just can't get you out of my head

To be honest i'm not surprised
This is the kind of thing you do
I know if I don't come crawling back crying
Then in your mind i've betrayed you

And yeah I know that i'm not perfect
But i've already apologized
You think that just because you feel threatened
That everything you say must be right
No, no, no

I'm not allowed to call you a coward
I'm not allowed to call you immature
Oh you keep a receipt of every time you disagree
You call me out but I can't say a word

When I close my eyes I remember our winter conversations
Spring has bloomed in bitterness it's making you blind
And yeah I know your heart will hold all the resentment that you stole
Now it's July gotta say goodbye
To the memories that still torture me at night

I feel the light of a different summer
Now that I've started to move on
I feel confident happier stronger and at ease
Oh I hope you never hurt them the way that you hurt me

And i've learned so many lessons
About the kind of people I want in my life
I'm not gonna ask you to change who you are
But i'm not gonna waste anymore of my time
Oh Unlike you I called to say goodbye

The leaves are changing green to gold
I watch them fall and let you go
I watch them fall and let you go