July

What if I don't want to live anymore
What if I wanna

Die

I'm falling deeper in this whole
I've dug for myself
I don't have any self-control
These thing drag me
Farther and farther down
I punch my face
To feel like I am alive
I just don't see a reason
Why I should live

Is
This a
Cry for
Help
Or is this a suicide

The cuts on my legs
Will fade away someday
But the stains will always remain
Im losing hope with
Every passing day
The sheets on my bed
Hold me down
When I look in the mirror
I see what I have left
This addiction is all that's there

I don't see the point anymore
I only seem to disappoint
I don't see the point anymore

This addiction Is the only thing
That slowly keep the pain away
It's made of all of the things
I have to take
The part of me
That I hate the most
It works its way inside of me
I can't take it anymore

You
Say it's
Just in
My head
You say I am
Strong enough

I'm breaking down
From all of the abuse
The time slips
Like sand through a sieve
My hair has fallen out
I've aged 50 years
I was a young man
But now a shadow of him
I can't stand to look at myself

I don't see the point anymore
I only seem to disappoint
I don't see the point anymore

Where has my life gone
I can't believe
This is where I am again

This is for all of you that care about me
I swear that I want to want to live
The hardest part of being me
Is that part that wants to kill me
That tears me down
I promise you I will find a way out



Credits
Writer(s): Brian M Becker
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