See You Alive

He said I almost ended it last night
Something about it just wasn't right
I thought it over and I still just don't know
When we die, where do we go?

I said, I can't pretend to relate
I know you can tell I'm afraid
When you feel your time's about to run out
I'll do my best to not let you down

I can't be the last one to see you alive
This isn't what I had in mind
When I said goodbye
I won't be alright
If I have to say I
Was the last one to see you alive

She asked me, "Will you grieve when I'm gone?"
Just give me a reason to hang on
I panic when you're outta my might sight
I can't help but feel like I might

Be the last one, to see you alive
This isn't what I had in mind
When I said goodbye
I won't be alright
If I have to say I
Was the last one to see you alive

All you left me was a letter
"Don't be sad, I feel better now"
Sometime I put the blame on me
Somehow I knew I'd always be

The last one to see you alive
This isn't what I had in mind
When I said goodbye
I won't be alright
'Cause I have to say I
Was the last one to see you alive