Emotions Are Not Toys

Recently I've been feeling my life is going through hell
And everybody that helped me is leaving as you could tell
They think I'm crazy, violent and maybe somewhat abusive
But all the stuff that's going through my head I can't deal with it
You know the saying "what comes around goes around"
But when it comes to me, I can't just leave it in a drought
Thinking everything I do is just gonna past
But now I'm thinking how long is my life gonna last
Getting into a relationship after you just came outta one
And becoming gay like you can just think of "sum"
Crying unnecessarily like you have some type of issue
And going back to your past like the devil sent you

I don't know what it is
I really don't know what it is

But if I don't fix my life and just keep going on
I'm probably gonna crumble by the end of the song
All the girls trynna do is get me into more trouble
And when I let out my voice, it's always staying in the bubble
I always pray to God to give me a second try
But all my exes wanna see me fall down and die
Always wanting to kill yourself but eventually never do it
But all of my heartbroken words got me annoyed with it
Let out my emotions and letting it go to waste
Is best to leave me alone and give me some space

Because you tore me apart, you tore me into pieces
To be honest I don't know what they let you really sleep in
I don't what's going in your head cause it's pretty crazy
And I thought it's best not to call you my baby
I don't wanna deal with this why do you even frickin exist
Because you let my best teammate leave him in his stinky piss
Why do I have to deal with this that's we never got along
Because you think there's more than 2 genders you are absolutely wrong
Jasmine being crazy and we later get along
Anxiety going through your soul and it will never be gone
That's why everybody I met can never get along
But for me I'm just gonna just have me and my career bond
Why is this stopping me it's really not necessary
There's other people better maybe sweeter than a berry
But it is what it is I really can't change it
Maybe it'll be better if I can just hum it



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Writer(s): Octavian Moore
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