Fatum II: John's Burden (feat. J Dibbz & JPosition)

Imperfections
Regrets and misperceptions
Amplified by introspection
Missed connections
You can't stand it, right
This reflection, tells a tale
But all I see is negatives, inhale every weakness
Sleepless, deafening, in hell with these secrets
If people knew my past would they treat me the same
Or would they peek right through the mask and just leave me to blame
Who can say
Life has changed since you been away, lungs in flames
I refrain, minutes seem like days
Then the drums drop, lost in these lyrics and the melody
Coughing, release, I'm fearless, where I'm meant to be
Entropy, I feel myself falling, I'm alone again
Left to deal with all these problems that I hold within
Motionless, try to cope but I know better
I'm broken and this smoke has got me thinking it's forever

I can't focus, I lose hope
It's all downhill from here
OG choking, all this smoke
I'm running from my fears
I know I can't hide forever
Once those bills come due
Who I am and what's the price to be
I never knew, I never knew

No more late flights for you, red eyes can't hide the truth
You should see it
Gray skies turn nice and blue, more time for the fights in you
Need to breathe it
Demons, free them, what's the reason
You would need them? Watch them leaving
Need to see it
It's only right to do
It's always bright in you