What a Beautiful Night

Like I'm living on the own for the first time
I don't know how to feel
(Woah, oh, oh)
But I don't really fucking care about that last line
Tell me is this shit real

Listen
I've been let down way too many times to stay sane
Opened up it's not enough, It's getting hard to maintain
Too many of you were switching up, I had to fucking switch lanes
Life will hit you with a switch blade how my wrist taste
I don't wanna hear another word from one of you
Like K-DOT said, not another noun or verb from none of you
They had so much control I almost lost myself to find peace
I don't know who you're talking to It's not me

Like I'm living on the own for the first time
I don't know how to feel
(Woah, oh, oh)
But I don't really fucking care about that last line
Tell me is this shit real

I guess I can't defend myself
You all know what I've done
Love sick I wanna blame it on my mental health
Well I could hide but I could never run

So much money I spent, I could never pay rent
I've always been too prideful I could never face it
Catch me making this music till I'm making these m's
And they say it's going viral so I hide in basements
Fuck it, look what you relied on now look where your face went
Know I'm moving in silence but I've been losing weight bitch
Bet you didn't even notice that I stole her right quick
Life is easy for me, I don't really care about shit

Like I'm living on the own for the first time
I don't know how to feel
(Woah, oh, oh)
But I don't really fucking care about that last line
Tell me is this shit real

(Just tell me, is this shit real)

Please take the reigns from me I, I, I,
I'm not ready to ride
No saving me tonight
Blood stains on my jeans they say where I
Where I'm going tonight
What a beautiful night



Credits
Writer(s): Elijah Wann
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