Look At Me

I hung up the phone
I cried on the couch
I really hoped nobody was around

I got in my bed
Cried myself to death
How could the silence be so loud

In a few months time, you stopped on by
Told me you missed your best friend, we could make it right
Then a few months later, you're lying to me again

Told you it's too late, I'm done with it
I'm cutting you off, I'm sure you'll be missed
You didn't care in the first place, I have an ego to defend

Go ahead, live in your little world
I didn't wanna live in it with you anyway
There's two types of people: the lovesick fools, and the ones who got away

So look at me, look at me, look at me, look at me
Say something, say something, say something, say something
Pray for me, prey on me, what can you take from me
Gain nothing, gain nothing, it's all a game honey

Look at me, look at me, look at me, look at me
Say something, say something, say something, say something
Pray for me, prey on me, what can you take from me
Gain nothing, gain nothing, it's all a game honey

I know I sound bitter, it's what I am
The prophecy is true, I'm not a real man
Whatever that's supposed to mean
You look at me like a freak

Since you've been gone, things haven't gotten better
A girl will break your heart, but only if you let her
A boy shoots you down, despite all your letters
Drowning in apologies, and unisex sweaters

And I only ever came back because I missed you
I told you I loved you every time I kissed you
Should we dream, or have our nightmare?
Why do I ask someone who doesn't care?

I pick up my phone just to call your name
Can't think of what on earth I would even say
I just wanted you to take the pain

I miss you
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you

Things don't get any easier when you leave
The time comes back to haunt you, you wear your trauma on your sleeve
So I'll kill the butterflies, they're just demons in disguise
Don't you look into their eyes, they want your soul, they want your mind

Do what you want
Say what you will
But you'll never know
The void that you filled

Do what you want
Say what you will
But you'll never understand
The void that you filled

I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you