Dying In My Dreams

Spinning around
I'm stuck on my old tricks
I'm back to the same shit i used to do

Coming down
Awake till the suns up
I wanna black out
And never come to

Comatose
Life in autopilot
Coasting clean
Sporting hand me downs Depressions in my daddy's genes
Running from my momma, she been had it out for me
Got all these aunties they watching me through they broken screen
What it do body baggin' niggas at 19?
Bitch you think you ballin'?
You striking out for your own team
Wanna be a rockstar, I wanna be stacking more green
Count it up so high it dull all of my pain like morphine

Happiness drought
I can't get out of my bed
Of my bed
Of my bed
Of my bed again

Voices so loud
I can't get out of my head
Of my head
Of my head
Of my head again

Cracked ribs
Bash your headlights
Tunnel vision
Get your head right
I give 'em head nice, super soak 'em
Grip bear tight
Cruising round after midnight Make it back before sunrise

Let me talk and let me finish
Take me to church, call me a villain
Ordinary niggas got all of you bitches kneeling
I got too far out my body so high im hitting the ceiling

Spill over
Minds never still
I want green, I want pills
Wanna numb all the feels
No more band aids to peel
Who is fake who is real
Never known how to heal
Never known how to tell

Is it me? Is it them?
Is it worth it to pretend?
For applause, noble cause
Never cared, never called
Never eat, never sleep
Bathroom floor, banshee scream
Smile with blood in my teeth
Always die in my dreams

Happiness drought
I can't get out of my bed
Of my bed
Of my bed
Of my bed again

Voices so loud
I can't get out of my head
Of my head
Of my head
Of my head again



Credits
Writer(s): Uchenna Odunayo
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