Chaotic Black

Green is not green
Grey is not grey
It just a color of desperation
So deep so dim
Gazing on it
Till it mixed melted
To chaotic black
Think more
Too much to think
Can't stop
Forced to move on
It's too much to handle
I shouldn't deserve that much pain
The pain from outsider
Rotten from inside
Pressure not from what things I'm doing
But from the process is failing

They don't talk to you
They don't waist time with you
They don't know you
That's all I've known
I am transparent
Never existed
I know my passion can't be replied

A blinding light white shine
All colors gone
Blank hollow to be filled out
My heart just too dark
Painted color can't be displayed
It becomes colorful sorrows
With different kinds stained on the whiteboard
Until they've all been wiped to
Undo my contribution
I'm not allow to leave messy color to
Destroy that pale bright

I won't talk more the destiny has settled at first
At the beginning
I'm destined to fail
How can I expect hold on to the end
I don't even have a chance to fight
I'm just been pressed to crawl
On the ground swallow up all dirt
And watch them leaving
Congrats their succeed

They don't talk to you
They don't waist time with you
They don't know you
That's all I've known
I am transparent
Never existed
I know my passion can't be replied

How humble I am
How depressed I feel
I can hear my breath
I don't know what am I waiting for
That's error zero sorrow nothing started
Nothing completed
A broken heart left only
Countless failure gate shuts my mouth shuts

I'm just another invisible fighter
I can't ask fairness
Cause no one ever cared
I'm so tired of carrying hope
The more I wish,the more I disappointed
The cruelest is you know it's a dead end
But you still strive for changing it a little bit

They don't talk to you
They don't waist time with you
They don't know you
That's all I've known
I am transparent
Never existed
I know my passion can't be replied

A voice
Far away
Be patient patient patient
Am I in a dream
An endless frustrating bad dream
A loop can't jump out
A creepy laughter around the dome
Echoes repeating that's mine
Ha ha ha uh



Credits
Writer(s): Rose Johnson
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