Misanthropic Group Therapy

I'm trying to remember why I'm here
To find the means to persevere
She comes to whisper in my ear
"Have you considered disappearing with me?" Hear her
Prithee, don't forgive me
(Just before my hands begin to shake)
She's my only inspiration
Can't escape, lest to give in to
Endless
Shaking
Every
Waking
Moment
Feeling
Help me make this fleeting

All of those endless messages I'd typed before deleting
I don't want you when you come to me, I want you as you're leaving
All those things I hope you'll never find
Oh, won't you join me in my mind
Until you really feel alive
That's when I recommend you dive in headfirst
Oh, what's the worst that could happen

Self-control is overrated, focusing exacerbates the problem
Close my eyes and float away
Float away! (Woo)

(Have you considered disappearing with me?)
Let's get misanthropic if the topic's hard to swallow
Just a moment, 'till tomorrow
Maybe next week, no, but darling you're a dreamer in disguise
No matter what, avert your eyes
Those things I hope you'll never find
Oh, won't you join me in my mind
Until you really feel alive
That's when I (just before my hands begin to shake)
They all hate you, everyone you know
So stay indoors, get high alone
Breathe in the smoke and start to float
Downstream you go, breathe in the smoke and start to float
Downstream you go, just let it happen
Start to float, it's almost over, all you know
Just let it happen, start to float