Just Getting Started

This here is a letter to my fans, my friends, family
And anybody in my life right now
Im just getting started in this rap game

Everyday i been tired of the bullshit
Life has been throwing at me i really can't sleep
Everyday i been crying, depressed as fuck wondering
Why the fuck i cant see these bitches fucking creep
Why the fuck these pussys lying
Always tryna put the blame on me
I don't understand why they hate on me
I just been out here fucking rhyming
Just rapping to the fucking beat
Trying to bring these pussy bitches fucking heat

I don't know what they be hiding
I be out here trying
Tryna get these bitches out they mother fucking seats
Im just out here fucking vibing
While others be conniving
Just a little love is good enough for me
I see life lessons everyday
I got no time to fucking play
I need to find me a new babe
And everything will be okay
I can't wait til i see a bigger pay
I'm out here trying every day
I really wanna hear them say i made it in the game

But I'm not really looking for the fame
Most these other rappers lame
I really want a diamond chain
And a Richard Millie Plain
I wanna be like Gucci Mane
But i been feeling so much pain
I only got myself to blame
Im trying hard to feel no shame
I really gotta fucking change for myself
I can't keep hating on myself
I know its bad for my health
I just wanna make a name for myself
Make it rain from the wealth
I gotta change for my health

Sometimes it feels like i am dying
I need to keep on fighting
Im really not lying
My brain just keeps on frying
Im really glad that i am rising
I need to keep on climbing
Til the day im shining
Im waiting on my timing
I really hope that i dont see these bitches plot
When I'm big and i am hot
I hope that they dont take my spot
Im really grateful for the friends that i got
I hope that they dont have to rot in a jail cell or shot

Whats the deal with all the plans that i got
I know that i cant ever stop
No matter if the plans get stopped
Im just out here tryna give it all i got
I aint gon stop til i am hot
And even then i still cannot
Im really stressed about the time i spend alone
I want someone to call my phone
Sometimes im feeling so alone
Im very grateful for the fans that i put on
I hope they stay through every song
And even when im dead and gone



Credits
Writer(s): Dale Geyer Iii
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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