Troubled Poetry

Said I'm running outta town
I've been gone for months now they say I'm not around
I don't care bout rapping all the shit that going down
I won't wanna copy other music or their sounds
I don't wanna cop new looks for my flow
I don't wanna see the people with me all alone
I don't wanna see my family head down cuz they know
That I'm rapping all the shit that going down cuz I just don't
Nah I don't care what's going on with other people
Said that they my people now they out here acting regal
You beetle, you seagull, you tweedle, you wheedle you front seeker
Take a picture and we bumping on the speaker
Shawty told me that she wanna play games told her hold up
Change the playlist and you coming on to roll up
And I'm charging for some mixing cuz I gotta get my toll up
And I hope you like my people cuz if not then never show up
Never show up to the town and never pull up to the city
Took you to my favorite places and was constant paying fifty
Fifty dollars was a lot to me but not a lot to you
I was wasting all my money paying for your favorite foods

I remember when you yelled at me and told me I would cheat
I could never win an argument you were the one to beat
I would give you all these kisses and I treated you so sweet
Girl you know I loved your dog and I was feeding him some treats
I would go to school and count the hours till I saw you next
I would work at safeway coming home and giving up my checks
I would visualize your body when we weren't having sex
And I would bump some Orange County cuz I know you loved that rex
It's been like four months and I hope we feel the same
Would it be better if we simply changed our names
I'm dramatic I'm just playing but I hope you doing tame
And we all develop different so there was no one to blame
I be stressing and I wanna hit you up
I don't got the time cuz everybody sucks
And I wish that I was home and all this school just makes it tough
But I'm hoping for the best and maybe hoping for some luck
I be hoping everyday for a hand out
My life is stressful I don't got nothing that's planned out
And I'm hoping for a summer that is better than the rest
I done gained a lot of things that I'm just getting off my chest
That I'm getting off my chest cuz before it wasn't a thing
I'm hopping on the beat and you know I like to sing
I can't wife a girl who wants to cuff me for a ring
This shit the og people say it's better than the so called king
And it's true cuz I cop it
Ask the floor who brought it simply change the topic
Cuz you know if they talk topics then there's no reason to sock it
Keep the rest and then I put it in my pocket

Ay, yo, pass the rock
I'm defensive and you know I got them locks
I don't got a group of people and I never had a flock
And I'm writing songs and making hits but never feel to drop
And the way I keep them all is a problem
Wish I had a girl so maybe she could solve them
I don't mention names cuz I don't feel the need to go involve them
Cuz when I'm lonely I got friends so I can call them
I got friend so I can call them
I got new friends and I hope I can install them
She got clothes she wanna haul them
But I told her when she gone, already saw them
Said she wanna get away
I can't help to make a face
I'm hoping that our bodies let us go our different ways
And I'm just wishing for change yea
I'm just hoping for a change that results in a better me
Cuz it's the better me that better be
I don't like to talk you down unless you threaten me
And maybe one day maybe one day maybe I'll be set to be
I'll be set for my life
Hit the beach fly a kite
Cuz I would get the time to chill and cop something to cyph
And run around and raise my family loaded for the night