Growing Pains

I could cry if I had time to waste
But these days I've been Questioning your taste
If i had a different appeal
You'd wanna know exactly how I Feel
your eyes are an anchor to my soul
Give me three days and I'll sell it all
I'd be a dead man by now
If all you did was question just How

But I'm not exited
And nobody's buying it
Come to think if i tried it
You'd be the one to find it

Violet letters to my heart
Addressed to my inner saboteur
These days I've been suffering my Sound for people who won't even Stick around

Haven't heard from you since
But i think its a better alternative

Affairs but not in that sense
If you were me you'd get it

I think it's time
Growing pains in my mind
Allegedly mine
Not coming back but you can try

You, you can try

I'd let you back in
If what your sayin is you regret

Holding on to senseless hope
Opinionated is that a joke

I don't mind it
For someone who's finding them
My sense appeal is mindless
Blinding, timeless

Fixing it like it isn't broke
You say you've changed but low And behold

Wanna say we're on good terms
But knowing you that'll open a can Of worms

Flipping pages so we don't stay
On the same one I'm afraid

You'll take any word as a invitation
to be heard

I think it's time
Growing pains in my mind
Allegedly mine

Not coming back but you can try