Best For Me

The lights got dim after being bright for so long
You had to go and turn them off
Cause we were far from being strong
Mhmm
All my trust was poisoned by your ignorance
You played the victim in this instance
And blamed me though I'm innocent

For me and most, it was sparked because of differences
Though me and you had some conflicting interests
I thought that I could make for what's absent
It took too long to conclude all of your grievances
I saw right through your facade, pretending to care less
You thought that I could fix you where you were damaged

I don't really care if you hate me
I don't care if you're scared of being alone
All I know is this I'm tired of carrying on
And I don't really care if you love me
I don't care if you never thrive on your own
All I know is I'm doing what's best for me
Mhmm

I still can't help but thinking of the better times
Having someone on my side
Someone there to ease my mind (ohh)
We fell out, and now I'm not missing you at all
Seems like you had a hard fall
And every time back you would crawl

All of our rage stemmed from mutual toxicity
Your little friends are your only fucking company
I hate to say it, but you treated just the same as them all
You always had to make everything all about you
Never your fault, such a shame what you put me through
Your ego needs to take a seat once and for all

And I don't really care if you hate me
No, I don't care if you're scared of being alone
All I know is this I'm tired of carrying on
No, I don't really care if you love me
No, I don't care if you never thrive on your own
All I know is I'm doing what's best for me