Nowadays

I was really hoping that you would pick up because
I miss you a lot and um
I'm sorry that I'm crying right now but
I'm drunk and um

Nowadays
If I had to rank you from my past you'd make the hall of fame
Riding in my whip we make the battery evaporate
Lazy days
Cuddled on the sofa like we'd never see another day
I'm not afraid
To tell you that I love you and I love you in the worst of ways
Nowadays

Self control
Is not one of my strengths
Why have you, why have you stayed?
Fuck around
Lay around
Tie me down, you say
I'm not in town
Fool around
The sunrise doesnt come around, today
I prefer yellow

Nowadays
If I had to rank you from my past you'd make the hall of fame
Riding in my whip we make the battery evaporate
Lazy days
Cuddled on the sofa like we'd never see another day
I'm not afraid
To tell you that I love you and I love you in the worst of ways
Nowadays

I be going solo for so long
I been like so low
For so long
Can't hold on, no
Still finding my pride
Let alone can I just sit for awhile?
She forgave the way I dealt with denial
Maybe one day I can just handle a child, no
When you was mentioned I forgot how to act
Maybe I should comment or just sit and relax off this pill

Nowadays
If I had to rank you from my past you'd make the hall of fame
Riding in my whip we make the battery evaporate
Lazy days
Cuddled on the sofa like we'd never see another day
I'm not afraid
To tell you that I love you and I love you in the worst of ways
Nowadays

You remind me of my favorite colors
Been a minute since we've slept in the covers
Black, white, red, a little of nothing
Leave that space there for commitment and lovers, no
Last summer, you was up at my crib
Then I rocked your world (just like a crib)
But I been lonely on a Wednesday
I don't even really look forward to the weekend when I miss it
Gotta keep my distance this instant
I been reminiscing we switching positions in different rooms
Maybe I was wrong to get too high, yeah
We had issues I resolved to keep quiet
Now you in my Ricky's getting busy don't slide
How it so wide but yo waist so slim like you on a beach diet

Nowadays
If I had to rank you from my past you'd make the hall of fame
Riding in my whip we make the battery evaporate
Lazy days
Cuddled on the sofa like we'd never see another day
I'm not afraid
To tell you that I love you and I love you in the worst of ways
Nowadays

I'm sorry
This is just a bullshit message that'll hurt you
But I'm drunk
I miss you babe

I liked that you-
Sorry this is bullshit, bye