Staring At The Ceiling

Said you always knew I'd move to the coast
You understand but you don't want me to go
What we don't say is on our faces, we know
And I can feel you breathe when you're next to me
Hide your tears 'cause we know they won't change a thing
And the drive to the airport is deafening
Try to wave but you're pulling away from me

Now I'm staring at the ceiling
'Cause it's too late to give you what I wanted to
And when we got more baggage than we know what to do with
I left it in the rain, and now I know that we're ruined
In my chest when I'm staring at the ceiling
I can't give you everything I wanted to
2:00 a.m., it hits me, want to know how you're doing
I left you in the rain, and now I know that we're ruined
In my chest when I'm staring at the ceiling

All my LA friends don't know about you
I tell small town tales and leave you out
Now I'm clearing all my history to quiet all my doubts
Came back to see my family, there's strangers in your house

And now school's been out forever
Though I never used to go
Always said we'd leave together
'Cause we couldn't stand the snow

Now I'm staring at the ceiling
'Cause it's too late to give you what I wanted to
And when we got more baggage than we know what to do with
I left it in the rain, and now I know that we're ruined
In my chest when I'm staring at the ceiling
I can't give you everything I wanted to
2:00 a.m., it hits me, want to know how you're doing
I left you in the rain, and now I know that we're ruined
In my chest when I'm staring at the-

Next to me
Hide your tears 'cause we know they won't change a thing
Then the drive to the airport is deafening
Try to wave but you're pulling away from me
Feel you breathe when you're next to me
Hide your tears 'cause we know they won't change a thing
Then the drive to the airport is deafening
Try to wave but you're pulling away from me