Windows Of My Soul

I got that call that Ray died, Felt like I was in a movie
I tried to stay strong, Dropped to my knees I couldn't do it

It's just like the other day we was out there with him shooting
I'm upset you let them catch you, You a killer not no goofy

Talked to you the night before, And I swear it's like you knew it
But I know it's too late, I wasn't there and I feel stupid

They dropped off the day after you died, I couldn't make it to you're viewing
Crying to myself, Like when I get home I'm gone lose it

I honestly don't want no peace, I want all them n***** dead
So if you ain't on my side, And I see you that's you're head

Trying to keep the snakes up off the grass, But nowadays you never know
Same n***** want me dead, On gang I use to call em' bro

Same bitches gave us head, Giving drops off at our crib
Sending cops that's killing, Trying lock us up for blicks

Same n**** I done shot, Within turned into a snitch
Who the fuck was I supposed to trust?
When I ain't sparing like this

Bitch I can't trust nobody, And ain't nobody really round'
I feel like fuck everybody, I still love the ones that hurt me
I shouldn't love nobody

I gotta make it home my mama telling me chill out
But what you saying Ma?

My homies laying in that grave can't even see they mom
And they can't see they kids, They got no chance to live again

They shot my n***** dead, Now watch me get with them
Ain't had that Sixty Draco shot,That's some different shit

Popping out trying to kill a n**** murder for higher
Lil' Ray was with it n****

Smoking runtz, Heard when he died he shitted n****

TD I love you with all my heart, I hope you know it
You was out here rapping, Shot you trying to stop the flowin'
You wanted this shit for you, I'm shedding tears abusing pills

I miss my bros, Heard that money on my head
Who gone be my killer?

I won't know, If I die right now call big Pack somebody get smoked
If they take us away, I give gang hope

Can't wait to get rich it'll feel real good to put down these poles
That opp shit wack, Half n***** riding totin' lotta' dead opps
Hit that pack I see his ghost
He not like that he had his gun I shot he froze

Can't keep going back, I'm putting my life on hold
These damn promises can't keep, Can't take your word
It's a way I act everybody think my feelings can't get hurt

They counted me out now they want to get in, Cause' it's my turn
You don't think we up next
Say it to me you n***** on alert, Number three stay with me
I'm taking his side that's right or wrong

Threw up his glock, Ain't no stop when we pulling up ain't no dropping the top
Know we don't give a fuck, Packing with a glock

And these n***** gonna die me and Pack on a drill

Yeah, Trying to catch a n**** killer
Long live Ray, long live my grandma know we catching all these plays
And fuck them n***** know we getting them out they place

Yeah n**** staying out the way, Know me moving out the hood
It ain't safe, And these n***** trying to kill us everyday

But we sliding, We don't give a fuck we catching plays

Yeah, Posted at snappy's pull up on a n**** know we gone make you lay
Yeah right there where we see you bitch it's fucking made

And we don't give a fuck n**** know we been going through the pain
We just stacking up this cake, Yeah stacking up our money to the top
Like a tower, Glad I'm making cash by the hour