Five Words

I tried so hard to fix myself
All those things that you found wrong
And when I got the help I needed
I think you were already gone
And it didn't matter at all

You wanted me so mentally prepared
By encouraging some drugs to get me there
This is the hardest goodbye I've ever had
I never wanted separate lives when I said
Those five words I regret

I tried so hard to save ourselves
But then I learned you gave them more
And while I died from deep inside
You lived a life of secret lies
I placed on pause so many times
All my fears had come to life
And when I tried to reconnect you already had what you needed
And I didn't matter at all

You wanted me so mentally prepared
By encouraging some drugs to get me there
This is the hardest goodbye I've ever had
I never wanted separate lives when I said
Those five words I regret

We know we can't return to where we came from
And it's broken now disrepair lifelong
We can't erase the past or find future now
So this is the last goodbye

By the time anyone hears this song
You will be so distant from my mind
By the time anyone hears this song
Will I be around
I'm not waiting to find out



Credits
Writer(s): Brian Ward
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