Train

It's okay that you're gone
And I really understand
This wasn't meant to be for now
I know that you'll be back
I worship all the memories
That we had in the past
I wish I saw what heaven sees
Cuz' I need this to last

Riding on a memory train
Tracking down our faults
It makes me steam from selfish rage
I wish things were all the same
Trade my present for the past
To have you in this place
Gone doesn't begin to explain
How far that I lost you
All these light years in the way
Tell me what is it gonna take
A gambling man I'd bargain
If your life wasn't at stake

And I really shouldn't even say it
Drown my thoughts away in the basement
Leave them till you come and make a statement
But my eyes they always grow impatient

I've been lost before but it's never gonna change
The hostage state you placed me in
I know I can't complain

I roll the dice too far
Sometimes I wish I took those chances
But they burnt to tar
I'm a falling foolish star
I love just how you are
We had vulnerable moments
Every week inside my car
Your eyes they set the bar

But I'd take the bad times again
I'd go through hardship again
I'd take the arguments mixed with the loneliness
Just so I'd have you again (again)

And I always won in the end
You let me win and pretend
That you didn't care and you'd hide it away
It's a shame I could not comprehend

But I was so young know it's not an excuse
I thought I was right just to tell you the truth
But I should've lied and stared at you confused
And talk to you nice keep you lost in the ruse oh

It's okay that you're gone
And I really understand
This wasn't meant to be for now
I know that you'll be back
I worship all the memories
That we had in the past
I wish I saw what heaven sees
Cuz' I need this to last

Riding on a memory train
Tracking down our faults
It makes me steam from selfish rage
I wish things were all the same
Trade my present for the past
To have you in this place
Gone doesn't begin to explain
How far that I lost you
All these light years in the way
Tell me what is it gonna take
A gambling man I'd bargain
If your life wasn't at stake

What is it gonna take
What is it gonna take
What is it gonna take
What is it gonna take

I'm too selfish now
Believe I said it all
Please don't come to me with questions
Cuz' you know how I'll respond
I done lost it all
last time that you called
And you know my mind betrays me
It's not hard to fall again

I'm forced to remind myself
I love you you're an empty shell
The stairs were witnesses
I wish I never seen your face
I'm forced to forget the past
I try to move on fast as you
you fell in love in minutes
I wish I wasn't thinking too much

It's okay that you're gone
And I really understand
This wasn't meant to be for now
I know that you'll be back
I worship all the memories
That we had in the past
I wish I saw what heaven sees
Cuz' I need this to last

Riding on a memory train
Tracking down our faults
It makes me steam from selfish rage
I wish things were all the same
Trade my present for the past
To have you in this place
Gone doesn't begin to explain
How far that I lost you
All these light years in the way
Tell me what is it gonna take
A gambling man I'd bargain
If your life wasn't at stake

What is it gonna take
(oh)



Credits
Writer(s): Fabian Silva
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