Fallen

I'm weightless
Tho I feel as heavy as a weight bench
With 245 plates on the bar
Maxed out yet under par
I'm falling
No floor to stop me
Walls are closing
I keep dropping lower than the expectations of a newborn
Stretched like a shoehorn
Fetch like
Throw me a bone here
I feel so alone here
And no body hears me calling

I'm fallen, I'm fallen don't follow me
Solemnly swear that I fear no man
Solomon's temple to be made to plan
Of the One True God, unto God
But we undo God's laws to play around
All of us saw, lumberjacks
Back-and-forth, Full Metal Jacket
There's a war going on outside No man is safe from
Mobb Deep to where the creek is blood
Know where we can get drink from
Young man lost so he runs
Now here fearful to be judged
And I'm so scared
Not of anything anyone does

My nature is fallen like trees in September and fire season's reminding me
I'm fallen

(Fire season reminding me)
I'm fallen
Nobody's gonna catch me
I'm fallen
Nobody's gonna catch me
(Nobody's gonna catch me)

Following, following, following
(I have been Following)
These trends that are calling weak parts of me
Had a lot friends at the start of week
Before ends meet I see enemy
Seek to destroy my beacon of hope
(Jesus)
Blind against the ropes
With both eyes leaking
Nobody sees
That a wide road leads
To a prideful peak
Just to fall off the deep end

It's a cold world that turns our hearts frozen
But I was chosen to ignore where the wind blows
Still I've gone where the wind goes
One too many times
I've done too many crimes
I don't wanna die
(I'm so scared)

I just wanna live
Give my life for widows and the orphan kids
Change how it is metamorphosis
But I pretend that it's not real
Outta sight outta mind I cannot feel
Denied Christ 3 times to see the reference
Pete was reckless, Jesus stepped in, peep the question
"Do you love me?... Feed my sheep" Alright
Feed His sheep and bring love to the broken-hearted
Focus on the local harvest
Stop the starving, forget the stardom
Supposed to be the stardust
Just going where the Star was
I am not the bright sun
Fighting thru a long night
Wish I wasn't fallen
Now I'm just like them

I'm Fallen
(Now I'm just like them)
I'm fallen
Nobody's gonna catch me
I'm fallen
Nobody's gonna catch me
(Nobody's gonna catch me)

It's a catch 22 when the last 22
Hours have gone by so fast
The last 2 left in the day haven't happened
Now I feel stabbed in the back when I gave it all I had
Back in this trap
Bad guy sittin in the back just laughing, never gonna win
Never gonna give up I'm fallen
But I gotta get up and
Pick up my mat and start walking on water
Drink up that Wine, that is Life of the party
Stretch out my hands as I'm reaching for alter
We're Feasting for son he is back he had wandered
Wake up my daughter just sleeping
Bring out the boys it's the weekend
Difference between me and them is
They are the greatest in Kingdom
I'm learning believing from them since I have been fallen